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Scared.... So many eyes expecting something... Scared... That I may not fulfill people's needs... Scared.. That I mught have failed the one person that matters, God Scared. That time is running out                                        ~ME                          ................ Be at rest... I have given you peace... Don't worry I am working in you......            I LOVE YOU...........                                        ...
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"IS THAT ALL THERE IS ???"            Uhhh...hmm so it's quite interesting because what turns out to be a standstill point actually got me thinking...about....drumroll...life..yes. I went for local missions one time and this powerful woman kept talking about how she was and is brilliant but life didn't make sense that she will learn all that and then after death that ends it. Funny enough that was what was going through my mind...it baffled me at how much emphasis is put on making it successful and how focusing on what's important has been discarded....psh..just vanished into thin air. So being a member of a group which had a great passion for spreading God's word I looked up some pictures taken from various missions and WOW...I teared up...I couldn't just stop looking at them and wonder there is so much joy in this and I am not saying that because they look like it but I had this amazing opportunity to actually be in the missions field...ouch...it was n...

When his purpose is way ahead of mine....

EVER THOUGHT " IT WAS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN THIS WAY".     Even at my age one thing I have come to accept is, not everything goes according to my plan. Not because life is unfair, but because my thoughts and that of God's are totally different...don't believe me...check Isaiah 55:9. Today funny enough as I was in the bathroom I remembered a time when my grades were freakingly good but I didn't get admitted into the one school I had dreamt about all my life. It hurt pretty bad then, but now I realise if that plan had carried out successfully,I would never have realised the need for God's presence in my life. And it so happens that I need him every second. And yeah I remember when all I kept hearing was" I know what's best" and I guess that's his way of saying" IT IS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN THIS WAY" ....trust me it was one of those messages that got you worked up for no reason but I guess it all happens for a reason.