"IS THAT ALL THERE IS ???" Uhhh...hmm so it's quite interesting because what turns out to be a standstill point actually got me thinking...about....drumroll...life..yes. I went for local missions one time and this powerful woman kept talking about how she was and is brilliant but life didn't make sense that she will learn all that and then after death that ends it. Funny enough that was what was going through my mind...it baffled me at how much emphasis is put on making it successful and how focusing on what's important has been discarded....psh..just vanished into thin air. So being a member of a group which had a great passion for spreading God's word I looked up some pictures taken from various missions and WOW...I teared up...I couldn't just stop looking at them and wonder there is so much joy in this and I am not saying that because they look like it but I had this amazing opportunity to actually be in the missions field...ouch...it was n...